I think I had exactly the same 3 points that kept going through my head and it wasn't until a friend said to me "hey you keep saying that you're gonna do it, when?" and I didn't want to keep lying to myself about doing what I wanted to do.

The eating dick on stage made the first 2 other points appear a lot bigger.

After not completely eating dick (on stage) I'd like to try it once a month where life permits.