(My True story)

When i was a young lad i used to spend most of my time living with my grandparents in a place called Brooklands avenue, "The greatest place ever" Brooklands avenue was a world within a world a private avenue that my grandad held key to the gates. I was playing one day with my friend christopher in my grandads old trailer, we were pretending we were pirates and the ground was water full of sharks and we would rock the trailer for the repressentation of turbulance.

But then i heard a voice "can we play" up i looked only to see three girls (Sisters Lola, Helen and Renee) in order of height peering over my grandads wall they were new neighbours, my eyes were fixed on Renee the girl who spoke those words of heart slaying force "The girl in the middle" it was the day i realised angels did exist "No girls cant play" Christopher bellowed and i snapped back saying of course you can im captain of this ship.
So i claimed Renee as my prisoner on the ship (Messing about) and we had so much fun, when christopher left to go back to his own avenue it was just me and Renee.
From that day on we did everything together id go round everyday for breakfast seeing as though i could just skip the wall to her house, we would climb on my grandads shed and look up to the stars and pretend they were our family.

However i recieved some news from her one night, she ran out of her house over my wall at night and asked to see me, (My grandad was worried as it was like 10 at night and she was supposed to be in bed for school)

She told me that her parents are spliting up and that shes moving possibly back to france with her dad, so we went on the shed and tried to come up with a plan that would keep her parents together, oh how we planned every silly thing, we even cried together while holding plans. Then she came up with a Genius plan or so it seemed at the time, "Lets get married" she said as she said it would make us be together forever and thats what grown ups do.

So the next day we nicked my grandmas white bed sheets for her dress, her sisters were vicars and Christopher was my best man, we promissed we would never be apart.

Then the legendary tale of love and tragedy hit the world of brucklands avenue (Cleethorpes) she had to leave, she gave me a fake rose, a living plant and said "Dont let the plant die or i will" this plant was like a relic it repressented us being apart and i ne that if that dies then she would (But as im older i realise that it wasnt the case her dieing is like her love for me etc)

We never saw each other again.

"She was an angel, and i realised that day that all angels have wings for a reason, becouse they must fly back to heaven which sent (Quote from a poem out my book)

Ive never stopped thinking of her i only got over her at 21 when i realised i would start dating other girls, in my mind i was still married.

Well,thats a story i hope you all enjoy (ITS ALL FACT FROM MY LIFE)

But the actual message is do you guys believe in true love, you see i do and i want to, its my only ultimate dream to meet my soul mate and raise the best family, recently the game has made me see woman as computers hardwired, and pushing the right buttens gets a response and it depresses me becouse i dont want to see woman like that i want a woman who is self aware, does this mean that commitment and trust are impossible in a relationship becouse a woman will be attracted to other guys and they only have to do the right things etc? Is love real? Is romance commitment and trust dead?

These are seriouse issues for me as part of my inner game and id like this to start of a friendly debbate of oppinnions.


Love Will..

Oh and by the way i hope you spotted why my name is "Will" There was a hint in the story, basically it origionates from when Renee said "Look after the plant dont let it die or i WILL die" well eversince my name is Will..