Thought I better explain myself a bit.

I've not been on the forum recently, our sarging or even learning PUA. As some of you know I was quite ill for around 3 weeks, I had to go on antibiotics. It left me feeling totally un-PUA and I've sort of reached a point where I'm not sure what I want. I'm a nice guy and I don't like the side of PUA which is often displayed like some vile selfish validation of self. PUA should be about trying to attract women who you want to spend time with. It should be about pleasure and enjoyment for both parties. "Leave them in better condition than when you found them". And I just felt that that wasn't what I had gotten into it for. I was pretty angry with a few specific women who snubbed me and made me feel insignificant and as a consequence I tried to use PUA as not only validation of self worth but as a way of getting back at women as a whole. When I realised this I was disgusted with myself and I havn't been able to learn or prectise PUA since. I can't even consciously do the simple things that I learned from it.

I think in time when I sort a few things out in my life, I'll be able to come back to PUA and try again for better reasons. At the moment I just need some time being ... if not AFC (I can't be AFC knowing what I learned from PUA's and The Game) something just as innocent and none predatory. I have a girl in mind, I think I mentioned her in my last field report. She seems really nice and I hope things will work out with us. Its nothing serious, just two people finding comfort in one another. When thats through, if it ever gets started, I'll come back and give PUA another go.

My advice? Think long and hard about why your doing this. If its for good reasons then keep doing it; PUA is great as long as long as you mean well. If no STOP, just because you might have an emotional problem does NOT give you the right to hurt other people. And DONT let it become a lifestyle, its only fun and games. Thats why "Project Hollywood" and similar things never work.

Kind regards
Joseph

Keep the part of you that wrote that post facing the world and you'll prosper. Maybe it was what you came for in the first place.

Great post.

UPDATE:

I think I will be coming back to PUA (SA) next term. Around the 20th of April.
But it won't be PUA as it used to be, not for me at least. As Kowalski says, it'll be Social Awsomeness.