Condescending, that's what you are.

You hide behind a screen from Italy like a coward whilst I live my life one cold approach at a time.

I'll give you a reason to get professional help motherfucker...

Professional medical help that is after I've viciously assaulted you.

You just keep proving my point one retarded word at a time.


Peace,

kowalski

How have you been received on other forums? Assuming you've expressed all the same things about yourself, your feelings and your future projections that you have to us.

Empty threats from behind a computer screen aren't going to get you anywhere. And you won't out-smart Kowalski (luckily I'm only second in the world to him).

You said you were normal 10 years ago, so perhaps you could get some of that normality back. Yes professional help might help. You said you'll "maybe" seek that help, but don't maybe seek it, just do it. You can get free counselling in most places there's always professional organisations and charities willing to assist people in despair etc etc. People drag themselves out of the gutter all the time and make their way back in life. There's also some who have had it worse than you - there's literally a 40 year old virgin somewhere right now yet at least you've banged a bunch of hookers. You could be hit by a bus tomorrow so slow down and stop illustrating such worrying traits.

I have been banned from most forums that I show my true self on. I refuse to back down now, that's why. With my mindset I will go far, I am persistent and determined, I always bounce back through sheer bloody mindedness.

I have a lot of unfocused aggression now as a result of my experience over the past 10-12 years so I lash out easily at the slightest hint of hostility.

Going back through the old threads I see a lot of egotism and bullying on this forum, so I know the likes of Kowalski and others are not innocent and should not be allowed to get away with these personal attacks.

I've gone nearly 30 years without harming anyone, what gives him the right to call me a potential menace to others!?

I've been harmed myself a few times, 10-12 years ago when I was weak.

Okay, I overreacted, he was trying to help, but I've seen his egotism in old threads and people like him that throw their weight around are a red rag to a bull for me.

Yes I could die quite easily and that is why I am desperate to have as much casual sex as possible to make up for the years I went without.

I spent my whole youth "inside my head" so to speak, occasionally stepping outside, being ridiculed by other youths and then going back in to my head.

By my early 20s the pattern was set, despite being at uni from 2010-2012 where I could have day gamed successfully.

By saying I was normal 10 years ago, I meant that I hadn't got into the autopsy videos and masturbating to them, which was something that happened during my time at uni and the worst of my isolation.

Before that, in 2008 I was "normal" in the sense that I was a blank slate, without a dark past. I used to see these young pretty girls and get the same sense of panic that I get now.

I had no social circle in 2008, no job, just college and EMA for survival.

I'd been out of the special needs school over 2 years at that point but I still wasn't sure if it was reality or whether I was still there, heavily sedated and in a straight jacket.

So I spent most of that time in my room, not getting the opportunity to talk to anyone for days.

I remember actually, on several occasions there were girls that said "hi" to me, but I just tried to get out of the situation before I could embarrass myself.

I distinctly remember walking down the road during my first few weeks at college in September 2007 and a pair of girls on the other side of the road waiting at the bus stop shouted "Hi" to me and I said Hi back but didn't know what else to do.

Also I didn't trust them in case they were trying to ridicule me.

That was one vivid memory, I have a few others, they are knocking that campus down now, I really miss those days:cry:

You've only not done any fucked up shit yet because you're a pussy.


Peace,

kowalski

K don't be saying that kind of thing, i thought you were smart.

OP, with your mindset you will go nowhere. You need to stop thinking about what you didn't get in the past and start focusing on making yourself better.

Dan, read what he's wrote. He's either totally unhinged (see: everything he has written so far) or trolling (see: he said I live in Italy even though it says on the right side of the screen next to every comment where I live). Whichever it is, he's a pathetic loser. No doubt.

Chatting about mindset and focus is not the way to go.

Also, when someone who is smart has a different answer to the same question the correct, intelligent response is not to think "oh, guess he's not smart". The correct, intelligent response is to think "Damn, that guy is super smart and he thinks differently than me. I should find out why he thinks the way he does. Maybe he's just I'll informed on this topic or maybe he knows something I don't".

If not trolling, this guy is a potential menace and the only thing that has prevented him from becoming an actual menace is lack of balls.


Peace,

kowalski

Stop fucking saying this out loud then! I don't want this cunt to go kill some random wee lassie.

If you believe what we say to this guy could have an effect, then start treating him like he's potentially dangerous rather than encouraging him to go chat to girls, you idiot.

There's no place for that shit around here. Better that he fucks off with his tail between his legs and there's a clear record that we instantly notice and don't tolerate that shit even for a second than that he settles in and you all advise him how to trick people into not noticing that he's a potential menace.


Peace,

kowalski

No place for what you son of a fucking whore?

You mean you don't like being put in your place!?

Come to England and I'll see you face to face.

I DARE you bitch.

I'll fucking flatten you.

don't call me a cunt you protestant cunt

Two bullies ganging up on one guy yeah that's fair isn't it, JUST LIKE BACK AT THE YOUTH CLUB!!!


Bullies are cowards, you two are FUCKING COWARDS