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SOLO

Jackal's I am relinquishing all responsibility from Jackal's crew. On the 20/05/2012. It will be two years of me being in this community.

Spending 10 hours a week teaching and 10 hours sending texts, providing feedback and phone conversations with the crew is taking too much time.

In 20 hours I can do 1200 approaches, which are pretty much micro-interactions.

I now want to invest my whole time in self development. I want to have the confidence to do the things that I have done in a group on my own. Frankly there are some things I have done in a group that I would never have the confidence to do on my own. For this I want to give a big THANK U to the group.

Doing SOLO consecutively for 4 weeks now has given me a new self awareness. I have realised that I only do difficult things if there is an audience. I had a few funny moments teaching, when I was in set. For example I kept looking around wanting my students to see me in action. At this moment I had to ask myself, what on earth was I doing? Can I not function without an audience? I had to ask, could I not live without validation. It became my only reason to exist.

However I no longer have issues, I can approach guy sets, and pretty much anyone in sight.

I have taken teaching as far as I can. There is no more of a challenge in developing my leadership skills. The last two months I have taken it to the extreme with less pushing and pointing to sets. I am determined. I now only care about being an INSPIRATION, and that’s if I even care at all.

I advise you guys to live up to the streamlined rules if you wish to carry on. Otherwise u r not serious, if you do not, I will not care.

I put a high value on myself, and I only valued teaching under my TERMS and no one else’s.

SOLO. I can test out all the skills that I want. This is exciting and very challenging time for me.

The group is still valuable to newbie’s and provides role play opportunities. To me it has now ceased to be reciprocal to me, as I seek other challenges. I value solo approaches without any comfort from wings. Doing SOLO has given me greater awareness of my weaknesses. I have been doing 140 sets a day for 4 weeks now. I have been sarging to and from work, and also lunch times. This could mean sarging 3 or 4 times in one day on weekdays. In 2 month’s time the approaches will be less and the interactions longer. On weekends I aim to do 600 approaches a night. My reason for doing this is because I consider myself a solo newbie. I have always dreamed of being able to do this, as I really do enjoy talking to people. Re-engagements are a way of testing buyer’s remorse, and boosts confidence. Frankly I am disgusted with my lack of personal development.

I never cared about social proof, and believe in CREATING social proof and not using a wing for COMFORT.

I have been the neediest guy I know, and now feel doing this on my own, in a huge way is giving me what I want. I have done solo before but lacked the intensity.

I no longer have a need to impress anyone for validation. I now enjoy impressing myself.

I have always been proud of my teaching. I have never seen a free coach providing the same level of intensity as I have. However I still make no claims about my PUA ability other than I am an approach machine, and value this very much.

What does this all mean? I will no longer be actively recruiting. I will gradually finish off my obligations to the existing students, and then retire permanently to being a SOLO ARTIST.

I am not the most confident guy I know, but when I am fearful I slowly push forward to learn something new.

To my detractors, I have the balls to meet anyone face to face, shake your hand, and look u in the eye, smile and offer to buy u a drink. That’s the kind of balls I have. If you want me to open a few sets, I will not mind, that is a reasonable request. However I will make the same request back.

This is my last post for the foreseeable future.

Goodbye and good luck.


I am deeply sadend.

Bit melodramatic

I want a free drink

First Bernard Hopkins is defeated and now this...

" To my detractors, I have the balls to meet anyone face to face, shake your hand, and look u in the eye, smile and offer to buy u a drink. That’s the kind of balls I have."

Fuck, they must be the size of jupiter! (in my very most sarcastically sarcastic tone)

Why does anyone give a fuck about this guy.

Its a guy?

Urghh, the Jackal crew... yo.