Checked my pof inbox at lunch , some hottie who id been speaking to asked me to come round at lunch for some " Fun "

8 miles and 15 minutes later I was at her house

As she was making me a drink I walked behind her..turned her around and we kissed.

She stops me and says

" Im sorry..I forgot to tell you im ON "

I put her hand on my cock...

" No sorry now isnt a good time "

I left to get back to work

Got this txt from her " Hi babes ..hope you got back to work in time..I have a free house at the weekend..come up and stay "


WHY THE FUCK INVITE ME UP FOR SOME "FUN" IF YOUR ON AND WONT EVEN SUCK MY COCK

rant of the day over

probably her screen process. plus it makes her feel like she met u now.

Seems a good explanation

If she didn't want to see me or find me attractive she wouldn't invite me round at the week

you got girl raped

ive had shit like this happen in the past
before you expend energy draw them into committing themselves
'come round for fun'
-'oh whats your idea of fun, doing the ironing?' - lead the convo into you saying sex, blow jobs etc whatever
that way she`ll either deny you before youve travelled and say no im ON etc or she will out and out lie to you so you can call her a cock if you do turn up

id forget her - dick tease time waster
if she asks you to come round-- tell her obviously your idea of fun is different to hers- invite somone else round for idle chit chat
delete the bitch

chicks think they can make guys pant like a dog and jump through hoops
STOP IT! MAN THE FUCK UP

So I never replied to her txts yesterday

she txt me at 11 am asking me to come round at lunch

My horny state led me to driving to hers

We kissed...I unzipped and got my cock out then put her hand on it

She responded and I took her top off. she stopped me when I tried to take her jeans off and said " im still on "

so instead she gave me a tit wank....she has massive tits and nice legs but some icky stretch marks on her belly!. when my cock peaked up to her mouth..she said " sorry i dont give Bj's"!

I just looked at her and with a firm tone said " stick your tongue out " flicked my cock on it then pushed it into her mouth and said " well you do now...."

10 minutes later her face..chin...tits and new suede couch was covered in my sauce

"Time to get back to work" and left

she txt me afterwards and was abit needy and said she was very self concious. also she said that I should take her out for dinner one night next week...

Wont be seeing her again...

so ask yourself after thats happened how do you feel?

how do you think you will feel after youve done 10 of those?
20
30
40
100
etc etc?

ive just got to the stage where i cant be bothered with things like that now, i just feel like a shell, empty
ive got into the habit of when im arranging to do somthing with somone i`ll have a wank beforehand -- if i still want to see them, they ARE worth it- if after ive wanked i dont-- i bail

i had this convo on holiday

Empty Happiness

@Reflex - I bet you're like Michael Fassbender in the film 'Shame'. That's a 'shame' I wouldn't mind feeling!

I have had empty happiniess after ive been to a girls house. and immediately after finishing I just wanted to leave..on the drive home I would feel " empty " like you said

I was more keen to see this girl as she lives so close to my work, great for lunch time visits and if I cba driving 40 miles home I can stay at hers

But like I said I wont be seeing her again so it doesnt matter