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24-04-2011, 11:00 PM
Hi all... I am posting this up as someone wrote about a pill mentioned on pua hate that removes AA
So I am just going to post some lines up about the last year of my life.. and hope at least it might help one person. I 'm an educated person, was always anti-drugs, I am lucky I never got addicted, just caught up in living up to peoples expectations.. I recently got into "Pick Up" but to be honest i have been doing it all my life, I have never had problems getting girls or taking them home from clubs. I decided to look into pick up after the end of a long term relationship i ended, because i though, quality over quantity... its better to take a 9 home than a 5 right... Well anyway, I have been hitting clubs etc pretty hard for the last 9 months, Me and my "wing" did 27 nights out in a row whilst holding down full time jobs.  I am in a band and have always stayed away from drugs etc that goes in that scene, but when we started hitting the clubs i thought fuck it....We was doing a few lines of coke and going out, now we never took it to help us with our game, we just wanted to be out of our nuts, So this started on Friday nights, after a few weeks, it was Friday nights and Saturday nights... coke started hitting us too hard in the pocket, so we moved on to Speed at £7 a gram! so we would end up necking half a bottle of vodka, doing lines, going out, bringing home some club skanks, and feeling like crap the next day.. this turned into a night by night thing! I was getting laid at least 2 - 3 times a week, but out of my nut all the time... so what would happen is, go to work, sleep my hours lunch break, go home after work, 2 hour nap, get ready, my wing would come round, and we would drink, do some lines, and go out, like i said, 27 nights in a row... I started focusing more on my job, and we brought it down to 2 nights a week, and i finally realised, all the drugs do is make you think the night was better than it was... you could sit in, play cards or watch a movie and think it was amazing.. Me and my "wing" started having arguments, (this is only a few weeks back) due to the fact, i stopped taking speed, and did not want to keep going to the same clubs etc, he laid it on me that im ruining this awesome thing we are doing, Well anyway i ended up doing 3 days on it 2 weeks ago over the weekend, and drank a bottle of jager in one night, had 4 hours sleep for the whole weekend.. and spent the next week feeling like shit.. then i told my wing, that's it, no more, and yet when i got pissed this weekend he tried making me do speed again,,, so i ended up washing the speed down the sink in my house... and my wing still wants to do it, its a shame as i have known him since i was 10, but i am not putting myself in them situations any more.     
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24-04-2011, 11:13 PM
Good for you man, gym and testosterone is the only drugs you will ever need.
AJay miliation, rejection, or worse, are the ones who become champions."
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24-04-2011, 11:40 PM
Is this the Friday night come down talking Elvis haha!
I went through the same emotions will pills and coke. Initially they were great, super great in fact, and the comedown was barely noticeable. However as time goes on the bad can start to outweigh the good and I've had times where 2 hours that you can't even remember is followed by days of depression and self loathing. Having said that I am quite pro drugs still. I have had some awesome nights that involved them and have some great memories. I'm glad I have experimented with a variety of drugs, as it has being exciting and fun. I will more than likely continue to take drugs every now and then in the future too. The key is moderation and if your not enjoying them stop doing them! Tell that wing of yours you want to go clean for a bit, as your not enjoying them at the moment. Oh yeah and don't take them just to remove AA - I agree that's silly! I would say join me on my tee total bandwagon, but that officially ends next Saturday at midnight!! Make sure you're around to buy me a drink buddy! 
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24-04-2011, 11:52 PM
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I am not saying i will never touch drugs again.. just never on that level... And that wing of mine still cant understand i dont want to do touch that stuff, so i will stop going out with him until he can atleast respect where i am coming from instead of making lines for me when i say no..
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24-04-2011, 11:57 PM
Yeah don't be forced into stuff you don't want to do.
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25-04-2011, 12:17 AM
Speeds great..kindof been there myself, the addiction is psychological, i started using half a wrap on saturday nights out and pretty soon if asked out i would want to get some speed because i didnt think i would have a good night without it--thats the psychological addiction.
Once you recognise it and walk away IMO you are safe to come back to it intermittently
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25-04-2011, 07:39 AM
I've gotta say I won't touch em. Not sure if I have an addictive personality but its too easy to get sucked into the high to depression cycle. For me much better to steer clear and keep it real. A few drinks are good, drugs are bad...okay...
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25-04-2011, 09:37 AM
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27-04-2011, 02:29 AM
[quote=Elvis;43659]
I was getting laid at least 2 - 3 times a week, but out of my nut all the time... so what would happen is, go to work, sleep my hours lunch break, go home after work, 2 hour nap, get ready, my wing would come round, and we would drink, do some lines, and go out, like i said, 27 nights in a row... I started focusing more on my job, and we brought it down to 2 nights a week, and i finally realised, all the drugs do is make you think the night was better than it was... you could sit in, play cards or watch a movie and think it was amazing.. Elvis, I think you're right to stop taking so often, for your health primarily, I also think that you are correct with the fact that drugs make you think the night was better than it was. Yet some of the moments you will share with those people who are on them can seem like the best moments of your life. Drug induced or not, and if it wasn't for the drugs and alcohol my sucess rate would be far lower... I have done binges on alot of substances simultaniously, I realised fast like you, that you cannot continue to consume just to keep the party feeling. Instead I now only take for certain parties, festivals etc. If you try to take it on just any night out, it is more susceptible to becoming a habit. I guess my only question would be, how decent were the 2-3 you were bringing back each week? Were they 9s? Just out of curiosity.
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27-04-2011, 05:07 AM
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If i was picking up 9s on it, i would be strung out all the time 
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