Hi all... I am posting this up as someone wrote about a pill mentioned on
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So I am just going to post some lines up about the last year of my life.. and hope at least it might help one person.
I 'm an educated person, was always anti-drugs, I am lucky I never got addicted, just caught up in living up to peoples expectations..
I recently got into "Pick Up" but to be honest i have been doing it all my life, I have never had problems getting girls or taking them home from clubs. I decided to look into pick up after the end of a long term relationship i ended, because i though, quality over quantity... its better to take a 9 home than a 5 right...
Well anyway, I have been hitting clubs etc pretty hard for the last 9 months, Me and my "wing" did 27 nights out in a row whilst holding down full time jobs.
I am in a band and have always stayed away from drugs etc that goes in that scene, but when we started hitting the clubs i thought fuck it....
We was doing a few lines of coke and going out, now we never took it to help us with our game, we just wanted to be out of our nuts, So this started on Friday nights, after a few weeks, it was Friday nights and Saturday nights... coke started hitting us too hard in the pocket, so we moved on to Speed at £7 a gram! so we would end up necking half a bottle of vodka, doing lines, going out, bringing home some club skanks, and feeling like crap the next day.. this turned into a night by night thing!
I was getting laid at least 2 - 3 times a week, but out of my nut all the time... so what would happen is, go to work, sleep my hours lunch break, go home after work, 2 hour nap, get ready, my wing would come round, and we would drink, do some lines, and go out, like i said, 27 nights in a row...
I started focusing more on my job, and we brought it down to 2 nights a week, and i finally realised, all the drugs do is make you think the night was better than it was... you could sit in, play cards or watch a movie and think it was amazing..
Me and my "wing" started having arguments, (this is only a few weeks back) due to the fact, i stopped taking speed, and did not want to keep going to the same clubs etc, he laid it on me that im ruining this awesome thing we are doing, Well anyway i ended up doing 3 days on it 2 weeks ago over the weekend, and drank a bottle of jager in one night, had 4 hours sleep for the whole weekend.. and spent the next week feeling like shit.. then i told my wing, that's it, no more, and yet when i got pissed this weekend he tried making me do speed again,,,
so i ended up washing the speed down the sink in my house... and my wing still wants to do it, its a shame as i have known him since i was 10, but i am not putting myself in them situations any more.