Fuck all this game shit, I'm back with my girl again. The break did me good, gave me a chance to clear my head and reflect. In doing so, I realised just how crazy we are about each other and how the connection we have is something pretty fucking special, I get a huge boner just looking into her eyes man

I also realised I gave up too easily and lost my head every time she was badly behaved, in short I was a chode pussy. I made my excuses and ran for cover, thinking that grass would be greener if I met a nicer girl who wasn’t as hard to manage. I was being lazy. This girl is a challenge and creates drama regularly, but after chatting to my dad about it, it’s actually part of the excitement and creates the highs and lows, and sets her apart from all the other girls I’ve dated.

Now the challenge is how I keep my head when she does throw shit my way, and learn to deal with it without losing my head. This self-development shit has reached a new chapter for me now, and it’s not just about girls any more. I’m getting very into healthy eating, fitness, and meditation. I want to learn how to become more confident with people, especially in the workplace. And I want to learn how to improve my relationship with my girl.

Good example of how experiences can influence how we see the future.

All the best dude.

At the same time you want her to know where the boundary is. Best of luck man.