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Originally Posted by Swordykins
I'm aware of the fact that I'm still in that state of mind of "Holy shit, this girl ACTUALLY likes me, a rare phenomenon."
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Originally Posted by Swordykins
These are all signs of my lack of confidence. I don't believe I can seduce girls, I even make up excuses to myself about why girls have liked me in the past to back up my belief that I'm not an attractive human being.
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Originally Posted by Swordykins
That's why I'm here really, for the initial kick up the arse to go and approach more women and then to build on that confidence and grow as a person..
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You're not alone. A lot of that resonates with me. I could have wrote exactly the same about myself a few months back.
Things are gradually improving for me now. Not in results but I can feel a shift happening in my general outlook on life.
I'm not getting bogged down in trivia so much and obsessing about things that don't matter and don't help me in the long run. I'm a bit more focused on where I put my energies.
I'm not as intimidated by women's looks as I was. I'm realising they aren't that different, they just maybe have more options than an average looking woman.
I'm realising the one-girl-at-a-time approach I was relying on (plus hope) was not helping my cause as it reduces your options. Women can sense the desperation from you and it turns them off quickly. Or they might string you along for their own amusement and self-esteem for a while.
So you need to get the confidence to start multiplying your options. Confidence will also help you take control of situations when they come up so you are leading it more.
There's many ways to get confidence but they all take work and commitment of some kind.
One reliable confidence booster is working out regularly or playing sport. I joined a gym and go regularly. In December last year when I started all this I was digging the car out of the snow to get to the gym. I saw it as a test of how much I wanted to change.
Another thing that works is taking small risks like signing up for something you feel apprehensive about. I went to a language classes in the evenings. Didn't need to learn a language but it was just to get out of my comfort zone. I ended up quite enjoying it, even though my mind tried to convince me before signing up that it would be a complete waste of time. I'm more aware now that this is how human minds tend to work. They are very negative when it comes to trying new things.
I made myself vow never to turn down any social invitations, even if it's nothing more exciting than a pint and chat with my mates. Even though they're not always great nights it's a billion times better than being indoors, which does nothing for you.
The good thing about doing these things, apart from approaching, is you start building more of a life that a woman might feel she wants to be a part of. The kind of woman that you might want in your life. So it's moving the power more towards you, as the chooser not the chaser.
It's being the opposite of needy and desperate.
Of course while you're working on this you do need to approach and talk to women or they'll never know what they're missing ;-)