Stopping your Inner Creep

[ninjaelephant]

So I hate to admit this. but yesterday my inner creep got the best of me

I was pissed off as I was late for work, and I was just in a strange mood overall about lots of negative things

Anyway I started to chatting to 5 girls via txt/pof whatever while working

Somehome I managed to get either flaked/or told to fuck off by all 5
I was sending messages with REAKED of me being needy, I knew I was doing it but I still wrote those needy messages

and normally when someone sends me a txt with less then 5 characters I ignore it. but I want! I was replying... WTF!

I felt very needy from this and continued on my downward path to being " that creepy guy" that every girl has

So I got home, Had a beer and spliff and reflected

I got a good night sleep and came into work this morning

Got all my shit done and started to chatting to another 5 girls, I was in a better mood. and just had casual fun banter with them like I normally do. and now i have a few meets/dates set up


I am truly shocked that I could be that guy who comes across needy and creepy. It makes me feel sick.

it all started with me getting rejected by a girl and my bad mood. Maybe thats my needy trigger... maybe other people have different triggers

on any other day I could deal with rejection but yesterday I failed...

[Status]

The important thing is to forget about yesterday and focus on today. Now. Throw yourself back into it with absolute confidence.

We ALL have bad days. The only difference is how we let them affect us.

Learn from it. Improve.

[Darood]

To quote someone I cant remeber..

“Only to the extent that we expose ourselves over and over to annihilation can that which is indestructible in us be found.”