So I hate to admit this. but yesterday my inner creep got the best of me

I was pissed off as I was late for work, and I was just in a strange mood overall about lots of negative things

Anyway I started to chatting to 5 girls via txt/pof whatever while working

Somehome I managed to get either flaked/or told to fuck off by all 5
I was sending messages with REAKED of me being needy, I knew I was doing it but I still wrote those needy messages

and normally when someone sends me a txt with less then 5 characters I ignore it. but I want! I was replying... WTF!

I felt very needy from this and continued on my downward path to being " that creepy guy" that every girl has

So I got home, Had a beer and spliff and reflected

I got a good night sleep and came into work this morning

Got all my shit done and started to chatting to another 5 girls, I was in a better mood. and just had casual fun banter with them like I normally do. and now i have a few meets/dates set up


I am truly shocked that I could be that guy who comes across needy and creepy. It makes me feel sick.

it all started with me getting rejected by a girl and my bad mood. Maybe thats my needy trigger... maybe other people have different triggers

on any other day I could deal with rejection but yesterday I failed...