23-06-2010, 07:45 PM
Thanks for the responses guys.
I'm busy on Friday and most of the weekend I'm afraid, but could do Wednesday next week (and possibly even Thursday too!).
I agree with your comments Cherks, I definately have times where I can just sit back and it flows (flojo, as a friend and I once described this as). I seem to know that I will kiss the girl and probably more. I don't even need to look for IOIs or anything. In fact I'm not even thinking about it really, I'm just having fun.
It's usually when I start thinking about things to say and looking for IOIs it goes to pot. I feel my mind goes empty and I question if I'm interesting myself (which is silly, as right now sitting here in front of my computer I know I am). I also resort to interview type questions and the whole thing is just very unsexual and kinda boring! (This we called nojo.......ahem!)
Third parties are also an issue. For example I am bad at chatting up girls when my close friends are around I've noticed (likewise I become tongue tied around clients at work when my bosses are there). I'm not sure if this is because I subconciously think they are judging me or if I am somehow intimidated by by friends?! Whatever it is I want to develop tehcniques to minimise these occurances.
Its not all doom and gloom though lol! I know I can be very charming, interesting and fun to be around. I guess the main reason I am here is to ensure I utilise these aspects of my personality to their full extent! I see so many people who settle for second best, as they seem scared of life almost. I view this as a bit upsetting and never want this to happen to me!
Ok, I've started waffling now so I'll stop! Comments again welcome and I'll PM you Cherks. If anyone else is around Wed/Thurs let me know.
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