I know. I'm really pissed with myself.
So I sent a playful text this morning and then she sent 8 messages with funny pics and things.
I then got textng her again tonight. I asked her out Friday night. She said no thank you in a joke way. Then said Friday nights are bad for her, sorry. No counter offer. Kept texting and keeping it funny. Then said to her But I wish you'd let me take you out to celebrate (her achievement today).. she said 'you don't need to do that'..
She sent me a screengrab earlier that showed her changing my name in a playful way but on the side was some guys face in a facebook messenger notification, the thing is I'm feeling really really jealous now. I'm fucking livid. Really fucking livid and a bit nauseous in the pit of my stomach. I've obviously got really bad one-itis. Seriously fucking annoyed. and if i'm honest nearly tearful. How have I let a woman do this to me