The fact is that I never really been in a relationship before. I was kind of an outsider without many friends. I'm working on this right now and so having such a big interest from a very good looking girl boosted my confidence a lot. Now when she refuses to meet with me and coming up with excuses makes me angry because I don't know why she does that. I would really like to change my mindset on this, stop thinking about it yet my stupid brain does what it does.