I don't know why I never journal on here. I used to have a focus on all this. I think it's getting into the habit of it. I will be posting on here very often from now on, to begin with it'll probably be pointless shit like this post. Hopefully it will lead somewhere. On a positive note, a lot of the reason for not posting on here is because I'm usually busy or at least focused on bigger things in my life such as my career.