Ah dood give yourself a break, you just got stifled and struggle to shrug it off over the night…it's not a crime and you are doing fine!

FYI it was all because of what was going on in your head earlier in the day. Likely you were telling yourself you were "going out to hit on girls" or some such, which made you anxious and your brain spent the rest of the night trying to protect you from that by shutting down and making you want to leave.

I once met one of Juggler's old instructors who told me that if I just focused on having fun a lot of things would work out on their own. They were so right, that advice really stuck with me. If you go out just to have fun a lot of things happen. Your body relaxes. Your mind perceives no threat. It opens up and helps you rather than closing down and stifling you. Next time you feel stifled, switch the goal of the night to having fun and see what happens!