That is an interesting observation of yourself. It may mean you want her back in some way, to get back what you had, but maybe it is more than that, that you are homing in on a type, on your type, finding your type.

I think this is an individual thing, so you have to ask what it is that YOU like about her, not what the wider world says you should like. You have to go your own way on this seeking journey of discovery.

Interesting that you find yourself doing that.