Dale, if afraid that this might just weird/freak you out, but i send it you in good will......it is just that if you wish to break out of the con fines of where you are, which I detect you do, then such as is the following is the way to contemplate and feel at one with.
http://youtu.be/sYrWtRad8CY and to see this in all things (ie how one can enjoy a holiday revolving around carp arks...[clearly involving a damn good camper van, of course]).