I wouldn't be chasing after such expensive services, if I hadn't already tried doing it on my own and failing at that for the past 3 decades D!ce. And it isn't just sex. Just for once I just want the world and the females in it to recognize me for the worth I truly belief I have. I need a shot in the arm, outside help, someone to show me how I should present myself then, because I'm hopelessly stuck!

But thanks, for replying and maybe shaking some sense into me then. Like I said, Kezia is eager to maintain a reputation and has many products to sell.
It's not a deposit if she has no intention to use it towards the intended service and I'm going to create a ruckus through paypal and her media channels and cause damage in excess of a 1000 pounds if this isn't resolved by the end of the month.

Patience gone, gloves off.