This is just something that has recently happened. Probably a link with lack of sleep and my mind been else where due to probable financial trouble with my proposed move to Holland for uni, since right now the money in/out isn't balancing mainly due to high rent and food. Therefore, I may need to stay in the UK another year.

When I was working in a customer focused store I had bags of energy, talk to loads of people all the time and was totally interested in what they had to say. This is me normally.


Maybe it's just been an off week. Focusing too much on finances, academic ambitions, still striving to make it all work out for me to study this year. More concerned about my future than increasing my social life right now. Maybe that that's a good thing.