AA is basically fear. We all have fear. Its natural and materialises in various situations. For me my biggest fear is the ocean, mainly due to a childhood experience.

I know that if I took the easy route with many girlsbIve met and dated before getting into pick up, I could have easily fucked them. Christ, 2 girls basically begged me yet I didn't for some stupid reason like 'umm her Mans in the other room'. She'd walk around in her underware, we'd lay down on the bad together, we'd talk about say. Basically she was saying 'FUCK ME!!'. The other girl was sexting and everything. Makes me laugh looking back at it.