No im far from it to be honest, for some reason ive just lost all motivation.
Barneys back in manchester this week so im going to have a sit down with him and try to come up with some plans. im finding it difficult to find the time to write on here but i have been making daily lists on my phone.

Im just tired all the time and cant find it in me to take action with much.

Im going to do the Stoptober smoking thing and give it a shot to quit.

Im also going to use this next month as a trail month to see if i can take control of my spending. i will write how much i spend everyday and what on and try to figure out what i can do without.

Its a bit of a hard time to get back into the gym because im having issues with my gym account. im going to sort out a new gym for the 1st of october (pay day) and try to include this into my daily lists.

I feel like im in a place where im sort of ok with everything thats going on around me and i need to just get the drive back to better myself and not just go stale. Theres more to life than what i am doing at the moment and i need to just realise this!