I had a two week break and resisted approaching any girls, and cleared my head of all the noise. Upon stepping out the door to game once more, I had no expectations and no agenda, except... to meet and talk to girls and people in general. I had no intention to get a number or 'try' for a date. I had realised how outcome dependent I had been, well, all my life.

As a result, I had some fucking awesome interactions last weekend, and now some dates for the weekend (which is nice). I need to just allow things to happen, rather than pushing 'the close' all the damn time.