Two of my past girlfriends were oriental, and since then I have developed a bit of an unhealthy fetish. I had found them fairly easy to get into bed. Now I am struggling where I thought it would be easy. This in turn makes me try too hard, and they either lap up the attention giving nothing in return, or get scared off. I have allowed this to take over my life to a large degree in my desperate bid to lay them. I am not only driving you lot crazy but obviously myself. I need to step back and stop trying so hard... I said this a few weeks ago, but have fallen back into that fatal trap.

I have interest from an English girl i met from an art gallery a couple of weeks ago. I should probably meet up with her. Perhaps it will restore a level of sanity to all of this.