Friday 10th Febuary

Had some kind of double date thing with me and Backup and her blondy leggy mate and her new fella.It went pretty well and was a good laugh mucking about on the just dance Wii game or whatever its called.It was nice to not be in a pub/club 2 for a change.Obv slept with Backup.

Saturday 11th Febuary

I ended up going to Northampton for a Northern soul night,which was way scary at first so out of my depth it knocked me for six.The whole thing wasnt my scene but it was nice for a change and to get away from small town living.I danced with a few birds but it was mainly older women who wernt exactly my type.So about 2 o clock i get back to my usual haunt in my town.Lo and behold that hot chick with the glasses is there boom straight in number drop,i try to push it further but she suddenly has to go (i text her a few days later no answer..oh well) so i wander about the place and meet quite a few peeps i havent seen in ages but no progress really.Then Backup turns up and well you can guess the rest right!!

All Over The Place
This week has been a nightmare ive felt extremily broke,depressed,ill and despondent.Ive not been well enought to go gym,i cant afford to eat the right kind and amount of food im spossed to.Ive got a ton of stuff hanging over my head,ive had a stand up row with a mate from work who called me a grass and now were not talking to each other,which makes my not so great job even worse.Plus Valentines gets me down badly every year,(tho id did go round backups with some viagra last night,even this cheered me up only briefly).
I feel like a failure i never complete anything or finish anything and if i start something always comes up to stop me ggrr i just want to lock myself away in my flat so i dont have to deal with anything anymore.