U have just admitted ur normal. nuff said. Shame u have a desire to stay there.

However thank you for your intelligent response. I actually have more respect for u, than when u were throwing insults. You have used less swear words. U don't really need it for me to listen. It just destroys any intelligent point u make by clouding it with animosity.

Yes u r right i' m holding back. I have adapted and i'm holding back the desire to lash out, I would think this approach is more mature. As I do not think anything personally negative towards u would help anyone.