Phil what your saying is what every other bender on this forum needs to be thinking!

This isn't bad at all, it just means you have respect for yourself and your existence on this planet is not to please others, but to search within yourself and be true to your soul.

I like the fact I do not feel the urge to chase woman just because of their beauty, I like the fact I find it difficult to find woman I can actually spend time with, without wanting to run away after the realisation kicks in that this is a stupid bimbo. Its so much better to wait for that diamond than picking up the lumps of coal that surround us daily.

AJay