You may well be right, obviously it's commercially grown stuff that I've been hooked on.
I did mean that it makes me apathetic, I've spent most of the last 8 years or so high, and I've found that I can't be bothered to do things, I've felt that it doesn't matter.
I will still smoke, just not all the time. I've found myself FAR more motivated over the last couple of weeks.
I do acknowledge that there are other factors involved though.

True that is the general cliche, I find it true even without the weed though.