So sir, Do you really wanna go through another 300 before you find another petal.. To do what you have done with her friend needs to be undone. This one sounds liek its worth fighting for as you obviously have found a spiritual and emotional connection. Been here a few times before..if u walk away to come back later.. the dynamics will change..post her a handwritten letter..you think she may throw it away..but women never do.. makes them feel special..and surely no EU bloke has done that..then follow up with a txt to ensure she recievd it...then tell her u r there anytime she calls if she wishes to contact you.. if she finally knocks you back then do as REBUS says...move on.