All my life, I've never been inside a true social circle. I have always had lots of friends, a couple of best friends, but most of my friends all belong to different social circles.

I find it so difficult to arrange things with people, as they're usually busy with their other friends, or with a partner if they have one. Then I find myself writing this fucking post on a Saturday morning when I should be out in the sun having a drink.

Has anyone experienced anything similar? I've been trying for years to improve it and be part of a good group of people that always do stuff together, but it just never happens.