hey
The thing is im scared that if i dont have a group of friends before i go univeristy i would not be able to make friends there ad dropping out could mean i lose 3000+ pounds. My situation right know is that i still have a few months in college and do you think its possible i could make friends.

Atm ive lost all interest in girls but ive watched the blueprint foundation etc


But they offer no help to anyone in my situation. Im not sure what if anything there is i can do because rite now im at one of the worst periods in my life. I do not know what evil i did to deserve this but i realise that im just one of lifes loser's

I feel deep fear when i ask for peoples numbers, ring people, go on facebook. Ive been traumatised badly in the past, been ostraziced from my sixth form, couldnt make friends at my part time job. I did have a friend who i did meet in my collge but know as hes gone to uni i ve been forgotten about lol. I seriously cant imagine how anyone can live with a disadvantage as this. God i would cut out my own eyes if the devil trade social skills in return.