I think this all started around two situations:

1 - Split with my ex girlfriend, had major depressing few months, comfort eating most likely

2 - Getting with my new girlfriend, and letting go of my physique cos I felt I didn't need to try as much.

But now I am going to (was guna write "want to", but thats negative and future tense) get back in shape so I can feel proud of my body, and feel healthier, and do some cool sports like martial arts and snowboarding. Thats my mission.

I think I'm guna cancel the gym, buy some weights for home, and start running, maybe even on a school running track after hours. Then I can spend more money on my diet and sports.