Hello All. Happy New Year. I had a good xmas and had several good practice conversations with girls I met during the holiday. I'm also looking forward to getting back into Sarging and attending RSD FreeTour2 tomorrow. I am however severely annoyed with myself for developing a one-itis style attachment to my friend and housemates gf who lives with us. This is mainly bcaus I have spent loads of time with her.

Its fucking annoying bcaus its becoming more and more obvious to everyone involved and I'm spending more and more time feeling annoyed about it. I am concerned that A) I'm going to get kicked out B) Something could happen between us and bad times will happen between me and my friend C) Theyll both start pitying me and becoming increasingly smug.

I know the only thing to do is break the oneitis by exposure to more girls but if anyone has had similar times, and has tips for not getting jealous or any stuff like that post now. Its a ridiculous situation bcaus I've been living with them for ages and only recently has my animal brain decided she is a good target. (Without my permission to). Good to be back for a new year of venting and pua antics. Cheers.