It its coming up on the end of the year I thought I share briefly my memories of this year starting in May for me..

Discovering game this year has made a massive inpact on me and 2010 for me has been rollarcoaster of a ride that I want to do again, and again and again... for the first time in A VERY VERY long time im happy in myself and in life.

I look back at the last 7 months and remember the blow outs, the fucks offs, the piss offs, the leave us alones, the bottle of snimoff ice poured over my head, the "excuse me's" the "what did you says".

The remember the 10 or so girls ,who when i tried to grab them to tell them they are stunning, when pushed me away, the remember the all the bar staff and bouncers, I asked "hows your night" going to try and get some social proof...

I pity the poor tatoo artist's in Luton, Brighton, Bristol and Crawley, who are expecting my non existant sister to turn up any day now and get that tatoo Ive asked over 50-100 girls there opinion on.....

But you know what else I remember, I remember the 100s of girls I made smile, the 100s of girls who listened and believed my crap about tattos, puppie dogs, lieing men or women, the girls who let me try and fail the best friends tests, the girls who have had me shouting in their ears, "do think I look like a drug dealer"

But above and beyond this is I remember the 20 or so girls Ive hugged, the 8 girls Ive kissed, the 3 ive been in bed with, and the scores and scores who never txted me back or answered their phones...

Does it deter me, no in the slightist.... why..... because most of all, Ive met , and hooked up with like minded wings and "puas" and GURUS who have turned into amazing friends, but who have also helped me change the way I think about the world and my myself and women.....and these guys are doing the same as above night after night to improve themselves and get better....


Merry Christmas and god bless to you all.....




Tebbs