Thanks guys im trying to not to beat myself up over it. Im definately better off then where i was when i first got into this. so yeah much to take from it and much more to learn! This has been a great journy and im glad you guys have coached me through it!

what should i reply back to her? i want to sound uneffected by her cancelling. i was thinking...

[HER]
"Dont call ha, hows work? i dont know if i can come on Saturday now so may have to be after christmas! x"

[ME]
"Cool no worries just let me know, have a nice christmas.."

what du think?