You are not SHIT matey, you are awesome. You gotta believe that and walk around believing that you are the MAN!! Its a working progress for me to keep reminding myself that I am awesome, no matter what. It's very cliche BUT "There's no such thing as a mistake, only lessons. If you aren't making mistakes, then you aren't doing anything. Success comes from failure"...so pat yourself on the back for making these approaches! Hey your email close...Happy days!!