Dood, remember in Varsity when I asked you if you can imagine yourself years in the future having achieved all the success in pick up that you wanted and you said you could...

If you can imagine that, then you already know who you want to be and how it feels. No boot camp required. You just give yourself reasons why you can't be that way now.

Find those reasons. Killer question for me is, "What am I avoiding." It will frighten you, it's sposed to, means you're on the right track. Get angry. Get pumped. Find those reasons that stop you.

50 approaches min per weekend? Establishing a positive relationship with myself? Trusting that I’m worthy?

Whatever it is, just stop running. Freely choose to suffer the initial fear and pain of facing whatever it is. When you can do this, surrender to it completely with no resistance at all, feel in to it and ask for more! it'll change by itself.

S'only you dood. Always has been.