Ok, for this one im just gonna get straight to it.

So, here's my main problem... I LOVE WOMEN !

What i mean by this is when i hook up with a girl, i develop REAL emotions for the girl, which at the minute , i dont want, usually im the "fuck her" kind of guy, but recently, i have a certain one fucking me up again, and i HATE knowing a girl has this mental hold over me.

The reason for this post is that i have been friends with this girl for quite a while , a few years, and she has a bf, she was around my place last sunday, and one thing led to another, i tried my game on her out of interest, and we did end up fucking . ( yes i know it is so wrong to fuck a chick with a fella , it was an in the moment thing). I dont know why but this girl is now constantly on my mind and this is bullshit !

I want my "fuck her" personality back, maybe some serious sarging will help. I dont know. I just hate when a person affects my mood, i actually think its wrong ! BITCH haha.

Bring on the comments fellas, Help a guy out !

Appreciate any comments , JASPER (Navvo is my nickname, Jasper is my PU NAME)