I think people usually have no idea, unless they are very astute and know you well ... or unless you freak out. One time with 2 friends we bumped into a girl we knew and she was wearing mirrored sunglasses and we were all pointing at each other (i.e. pointing in her face) and prancing about and laughing histerically (again right in her face). Eventually we calmed down and started talking to her and being very interested in the grass, she just accepted all that mad shit and a few minutes later we were like "you obviously know that we are tripping balls right now" and she had no clue, she just thought we were being silly boys.


For so long your definition of being clean included that drinking alcohol was ok and taking mushrooms was not ok. Basically <if it's legal, you're clean>. So infuriatingly incorrect. You really had not been clean all that time until the last 7 weeks. That is responsible for a good chunk of that increased creativity and producitivity too.


Peace,

kowalski