Maybe you were too intense because what you did is highly weird.

First off, don't rate yourself in that way. It doesn't work like that for men. We can be a 10 in one moment and a 0 in the next it viceversa depending on so many factors. You have never looked at a girl and watched her turn from a 10 to a 0 in front of your eyes like shllow hal. That happens to girls when they are observing us all the time.

But main point: you were nobody in your own judgement. You really see your plan to move to Canada as a problem in relation to kissing this person who is no one to you. That's crazy. If you were worth anything in your own estimation, you'd be going to Canada because that's your next move and therefore any girls you are meeting in Mexico are fodder ... potentially they could follow you but otherwise they aren't really in your life but you aren't even thinking about that. She would have probably found that significantly less of an attraction killer than falling all over her.


Peace,

kowalski