after the milestones i had in summer2k19 starting my 30days water fast chalenge, having my 1st tandem skydive experiance and succsesfuly completing the challenge, for 2020 next challenge is living cost reduction and alcool restrictions.

Last mounth ive got my 1st oyster card and started going out with only 10 to be able to pay for wardrobe and drink only tap water.
i liked that i was able to function the next day.
Some nice australian gal offer me alcohool but i politely declined. i was very pleased by miself telling peoaple that im tring to say farewell to alcoholl for good as my current challenge.
And yes! there comes last saturday and didnt had any cash and was time constraint to go to fabric i made the mistake to take my card with me. didnt pull/learn, waste 100 easily and not even liked the music. at least was out of the house.

the conclusion so far as Todd mentioned: ,,cold aproch is fucking hard,, so its in my interest to stay as clear headed as posible and try Mystery's 5 Levels of Game.
yeah i guess i need to become more serios.