Cheers guys, i met a hot Slovak girl (HB7) back in July and she has been over to visit and i have been over there and I guess she has been my back up gf. I havn't spoken to her recently and never gave her much in the way of commitment but i found out last night that she has found a bf out there. I'm not absolutely gutted but it definitely is going to give me the kick up the arse I need to get out there a bit more and progress more stuff in my life and tuning up PUA skills is what I need to do.

I'm 32 and I still don't want to settle down until i have satisfied my thirst and find a HB10 to settle down with.

I need to work on approach anxiety and fear of rejection.