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Originally Posted by curadh
She got in touch with me and I asked her to marry me, she said yes!
No.. I mean I rang her again and then the cops rang me and told me to cease and desist... would be more likely :/
Well I'm leaving the country in 3 weeks now. Have enrolled on a course for a few years which will set me up with skills. I'm old but fuckin need to man up and face my shit every day and keep rolling.
I'm focussing on a bad picture I have of her now everytime she pops into my head, it's working a little bit. Still in shock a bit as to why she was such a cunt to me. What can I do. Wish I could find out why she is so angry and do something about it but can't. Feel like hiring a private detective or something.
What's there to do but try to give someone else a chance. How the fuck will I ever get another hot chick when I've become not only a chump but an old chump now  Need to get practicing and cut out watching porn I think. |
Don't hire nobody. You said you're old (you're not really) so don't waste any more time on this, or her.
Do what you're doing, moving away is the greatest advice I have for anyone in a similar situation. Changed my life more than I ever expected.
Your mind is still revolving around her and her life, what she's doing and why. It ain't your job to "give someone else a chance", quit with that BS thinking - it's
yourself you need to give a chance.
You've already taken the first steps, so keep it up.