She got in touch with me and I asked her to marry me, she said yes!

No.. I mean I rang her again and then the cops rang me and told me to cease and desist... would be more likely :/

Well I'm leaving the country in 3 weeks now. Have enrolled on a course for a few years which will set me up with skills. I'm old but fuckin need to man up and face my shit every day and keep rolling.

I'm focussing on a bad picture I have of her now everytime she pops into my head, it's working a little bit. Still in shock a bit as to why she was such a cunt to me. What can I do. Wish I could find out why she is so angry and do something about it but can't. Feel like hiring a private detective or something.

What's there to do but try to give someone else a chance. How the fuck will I ever get another hot chick when I've become not only a chump but an old chump now Need to get practicing and cut out watching porn I think.