Me and the girl were drunk. We started our course night out out from a flat where we all already had drinks. In the club we had more. After everyone got seperated, it was me and her and a couple. There were kissing and while we were talking and dancing in the club. During that I went for a kiss and then it just happened. After a few days she texted me saying that she heard I was feeling awkward about what had happened and that she had too much to drink and that it would be better to forget about it. I agreed because we have 4 course years ahead of us. I also told her I didnt feel awkward but people in class thought it was so that's why. Both girls and guys in my class thought it was awkward. I guess it's awkward here in Scotland because i didnt feel awkward at first when it happened. We didn't talk between the time we hooked up and she texting me because I guess it goes back to me not being able to talk casually with my coursemate girls. Althought she does look at me and wants me to talk to her but I cant and its too late, she probably thinks i was only interested in sex. When i am drunk i can easily approach girls and also hookup with them but when im sober i cant because I have anxiety. I am also good looking but a bit short and it kills me when a girl stares at me and wants me to talk to them. I want to start hanging out with my girl course mates just as friends so that i can eliminate my anxiety. There is no social circle at the moment but in the second semester people will get to know eachother better and its only a matter of time before it is made.