Why is this guy even here!

You are scared and confused and telling a lot of lies to yourself. If you carry on like this you'll be a fully blown creepy loner by the time you're 30. The lies and confusion and fear will become you.

And this nonsense- "Maybe"... "Assuming I x" - pathetic. Answer the questions honestly and directly, ogtfo.

Authenticity is pretty much everything in this.


Peace,

kowalski