Yeah. The name. It's bad.

Anywho... ”her impression of me at the moment is..."

Stop right there.

This is a dead end.

What another thinks of you is your 'being for others', in this case a specific other; this girl. Your being for others is outside of your limits. You can never know it or otherwise divine it. Let it go.

You really don't know what she thinks of you and there is, until better tech is invented, no way you can. When you find yourself imagining what you are to another try notice it and decide what you want to do about it. It might serve you to let it go. It might serve you to wait and see what this other, what any other, does to you by their actions.


Peace,

kowalski