What both of you said.

For me. The smoking from morning to night affected me I know that. Whether it was cos my parents split when I was 11 I don't know.

But what I do know is that everything I done after that was my own choice. Nobody ever forced me to do anything.

Perhaps by Kowalskis judgement I may have had underlying shit because of that but I never once consciously ever thought or said that. And I have never blamed anyone for anything I've done. Nobody forced me. I did it myself.

Aside from that I will argue that prolonged cannabis use can fuck your head up regardless of life problems.

I also of course did have various heavy drug use such as E's coke speed & "legal highs"

Which were fucking me up also.

As I got older I understood how and why they all fucked my head up. And if it was because of issues, it was subliminal. I wasn't consciously aware.

I don't know why I got so easily addicted to everything I ever took. But that's what happened.

Ps. I quit drugs 7 years ago today.