The missus came over for the weekend; started badly, ended brilliantly. So she comes over friday night, i have 3 cans of stella and get arsey as fuck. Note to self Avoid STELLA! (and whisky, but thats another story).

I get pissy about every little thing, complete sign of a whiny bitch, not a pua. My head knows im bein a whiny bitch but i just cant let anything go, the stella is fuelling my moodyness. I apologise the next day and we kiss n make up. She says if she had a car she'd av been out the door that night, and fair play, who wants to hang around a guy like that?

We go out drinkin all day sat, chat and shop and enjoy each others company. Ok sex sunday morning, (probably a hungover thing), great sex b4 i drop her home sunday night. And i feel well good n that (lol). Confident in myself. And i realise i need to focus on me.

I posted about a jealousy complex in a previous thred, and someone replied about if i was confident in myself it wouldnt bother me as much; it's my insecurities coming out. I'm on a mission to be that guy: confident in myself, friendly, good person. Sometimes I'm him and i am invincible, sometimes i'm the afc, he will be my ruin.

Dont let a woman fuck with you.

No big deal.

Jamm.

be chill, be your real self, always try to find things to amuse yourself. Condition yourself away from arsiness by identifying things that allow you to have a good time.